A Transition

Who doesn't love a scary story, gathering around a campfire and retelling sasquatch encounters. Sleepovers filled with bloody Mary dares or sneaking into abandoned haunted houses. 

Be it you feel a hand brush through your hair or a whisper in your ear when you know your the only one in the room. Perhaps you have seen a shadow dart across the wall from the corner of your eye.

By this point in my life all of the above scenarios have become fairly benign. I feel extremally lucky to be in the paranormal community and know so many people who have had similar experiences. It took me until about 2015 to find my tribe. In fact I have been so submerged within this world that I find it more strange to encounter those whom have never even blinked at some of these subjects. 

But what if you find yourself coming to a point where you  fear you may be to weird, to be weird. What if those things you thought were shadow entities or ghosts where something completely different.

I remember watching tv shows like Vampire diaries or True blood where the "mundane" or "muggle" individuals would come to a point where they realized that not only did vampires exists, but so did werewolves, faeries etc. An awakening. 

If there is one thing I have come to understand it is that the truth has always been right in our face. We just weren't seeing it, at least not until we were meant too. 

This is what I find myself going through right now. A transition from experiancer to a word I rather not say. A word I do not even want to type- Contactee. 

Typing this right now, is an act of bravery for me. I do this in the hope that one day, if someone else finds themselves standing where I stand now, that it eases their transition. 

Two days ago I underwent a hypnotic regression to take a deeper look into an experience I had when I was 7 years old. Since then certain moments of my life have flashed before my eyes, like a flip cartoon at the bottom of the pages in a book while simultaneously puzzle pieces fall out of the sky and create a clearer picture of something deep down, I have always known.